update 1.

It has been over two weeks since I wrote here, also about the same amount of time since I last worked out. Hopefully that’ll change this week. Last week was my spring break anyway, and everyone deserves a break, right? I’ll be back later to tell you all about my life in the past two weeks. It’s been somewhat of a crazy road, with lots of hills. 

being-rightous-isnt-quite-enough:

Made this just now, needed a new poster for my bedroom

collectivecleveland:

thee terminal

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bb-innnit:

I love etsy. 

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this. so.fucking.much. 

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day eight

day eight. I had mcdonalds, and a lot of it today and i only did 30 minutes of zumba today. my legs are just so sore and tired. when i do my work, i’ve been sitting on this exercise ball because it’s fun. so after sitting for a few hours then moving, it’s just so tiring, but i know it’s good for me. after barely getting through 30 minutes, i decided that i’m going to switch up what i do. here’s what im thinking, zumba two times a week, walking dvd three times a week. i think that’ll even things out. 

i’m in this place right now, where i don’t know what i want to do or what to expect. i measured myself again today, and im like an inch or two bigger everywhere than i was last week. it may just be water weight and bloat being that i did eat a lot of salt today. but now im starting to think about eating healthier. i thought about signing up for weight watchers,but i don’t know. i’m bad at keeping track. losing weight wasn’t really on my list, just not being lazy. in the past,i would want to lose weight to be happier and to meet guys and get a boyfriend and all that shit. but now, i have guys that enjoy me and really like me the way i am. i’m happy that i’ve found a group of people that i can relate with and won’t judge. im happy. but i also realized that i just contradicted myself because im counting inches, but don’t really want to lose weight. i guess i just don’t want to admit that i want to lose weight. but i guess deep down, i do, just for different reasons than what i had before. maybe in the near future, i’ll set some goals. 

peace and love